unusual tragic and alive ☮

i feel unattractive and defeatist today. maybe i’ll just eat doritos until i perish or something because i will probably never like my body anyway.

things i was going to do today: rearrange my room, clean the kitchen, do crafty things, read.

things i did instead: made a porn tumblr.

from now on i’m just going to reblog everything i like on sight on my dashboard, instead of creating an impossibly long list of likes to “sort through” never.

so there goes the planning of order of posts and i am going to hate it.

like, actually. i’m just. i can’t. sdkfjldskf. i want to splatter this post with <3s everywhere so like fuck i just will <3

<3 <3 <3

<3

!!!!!!!!!!!

IF I HAVEN’T SCARED YOU AWAY YET:

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i seriously only want to sit and play sims. why couldn’t this be yesterday when i was restless and willing to do stupid things? my sim is having such luck with her career right now. whhhhhhhhhhhhy.

#LIFEISHARD

i just spent like an hour and a half on Tumblr searching through tags to find some kind of adequately cute picture, or quote, or something, to post about how i ~*~feel~*~ about you BUUUT it’s all coming up short.

but basically, you’re really awesome. i mean, i like you more than i like radiohead, more than i like poptarts, or the oxford comma, or alchemy in skyrim. more than all those things combined. maaybe even double that, but i mean radiohead is a really big deal already so maybe that’s pushing it, but also maybe not.

you’re just.. really.. dkjfh.

love you.

it used to break my heart.. now it’s just trite and obnoxious.

ah, screw relationships.

(text from a friend, 1:47am)
Ok sounds good to me :). I just smoked a salvia/weed mix so I’m turning off my phone

(text from same friend, 1:50am)
Ddhhdjdbshsa

In other news: Hi, Tumblr, I’m done with my internet silence now.

Oh, if only.

and out of nowhere this suddenly feels like a really big deal to me. Hm.